PROUD TO BE SEMINARIAN

PROUD TO BE SEMINARIAN

Truly amazing grace of God given to me, the Christmas and New Year 2009, and with the holiday semester retret at Wisma Soverdi, Bogor on December 18 -21 to become a valuable moment for myself as myself can ponder and feel what was going on myself for class 1 or six this month. 18 I leave with the same seminary community middle Wacana Bhakti, in Bogor I was separated with the KPP, and grade 2. Arriving at Wisma Soverdi (SVD) feel myself again to get the gift of God, truly a good place, cool, what one person a room, it seems like the only five-star hotel.

Finally, it began the afternoon, charged with caracterize situation for themselves with the image and after fell and reflect myself with a Boomerang, which imply that the living can hurt myself a friend, or have both sides, and myself have in the side of good, as I boomerang thrown by God into the world to participate in this path, I am given the freedom by God to do something, therefore there is a boomerang heart, where the heart is useful for myself in choosing things, and I believe that God has put Boomerang that and take it again, as God's will, if God allows me on the way, thank the Lord I can become a priest, in the Boomerang myself there are various kinds of color that shows that the story has a diverse nature, many fun that I get and the many experiences that I get in this live This sense of the expression as my gratitude in God because I provided everything God, thank God.

Besides, this day is that I achieve seminarian class myself as proud as a seminarian. In this retret also charged me for embed values KPP (preparation of the first class) and develop a personality, so here I try to learn more mature which is due to maturity in the have consequences, which bear all the risk and choose the things that good and bad, things that could lead me toward adulthood.

At this time in charge especially how to develop personality as a seminarian? See where all of my time away from where I have problems, what the Lord would speak to the issues that I can not you? In fact all of that mystery, in which God surely provide the best way in my life, whether I despair over this issue? I would like to face? This is that makes me want to continue to mature, adult means doing what I need and I do not want to have a sense of self-absorbed self

Second day, back to the atmosphere retret again today charged to see the chip itself as the currency in which I live in the community seminary Wacana Bhakti College and Gonzaga, again I can in a conscious for adults, or more than other young people, with the dare accept my challenge can bring themselves to be more mature. How can I its process? Bhakti discourse in the community I demanded to be obedient and seminarian who is built like a priest as a candidate. And Gonzaga College moment in myself as a teenager, full of obsession, so I briefly I freelance, or just to live my seminarian, now I see myself as a normal teenager, full of obsession, there are many things that can, for example I want way - wherever the road, had a paramour, interact to anybody easily, but I also see it as factual seminarian I charged to be built with the full rules my obsession to cause tension, here I reflect and realize how to live like keeping the money, one thing that I get more that is keeping the money that mutual related and complement each other so that the chip is the currency to be valuable and, yes, as I myself have to undergo this life, because from here I can be built and able to do what you want me as a prospective priest.

This evening I was also given as a teenager to study the method is good, after my explanation that I can concluded can learn visually, and here I struggle and strive to embed what is in my self with the sap, record, and mold, that is I have to develop as a student.

Third day, this day I see myself on the charge back to see my obsession, and the factual and the tension and the solution, it appeared that all of that is something of value so I can see myself like this, and how I see myself that all this must be that is reflected, and reflects how I evaluation, actually reflects the three-button memory, The, Individuals (who are), from here I can charged to reflect both the reflection that I can pour all things about themselves, and this guide as life in the future, appear to reflect from me can learn about the values of life, reflection, and I can develop your own.

Many things that have been I get in this retret not forget here, I also learned things that I can understand the charge to this retret in silence and prayer, the I still can calm themselves, and from the silence I can feel the peace of life, and many things that I can hope in silence.

In silence I learned to live alone, where the candidates will surely be a priest, I will live celibate because of this I can learn to live independently, to feel God present in my life, and grateful its grace up.

It's own, my conscience in the manner that this life is like a time where I am on me later I have God's mercy in my heart.

See other people who have become personal views, as a friend in a God, as a prospective priest can I learn to love, where I embed Universal love, not for one person, learn to love other people.

Fourth day, day my last in retret this morning I carry Corectio Faterna is corrected, many deficiencies in myself especially easy cash involved, this is the challenge and I feel that tension, and finally I can also learn to overcome tensions with the Knowledge (of knowledge ), Intelligent (of intellect), skills (skills), spirit. Learning from the knowledge and thinking of ways to establish myself can change the nature of the ugly, the skilled want to say no to things that are less well, once again there's all reflect of silence because of this from now on everything that I do have to think in and reflected.

After retret much hope that this is me, that after this I would like retret successful, can proud memory of those who have supported me, getting a good value, and that I should try to do with a vengeance in the face all the pressures of life, especially adult men themselves, do not forget I tried to instill the values given in this retret, and make themselves personally would be to develop themselves, and infuse life of prayer and silence, so I really proud to become a seminarian.

After ret ret myself also have this expectation of life or (Reformation Vitae), which I hope;

Who want to I achieve until the end of class 1: successful, growing and make parents

That I do to achieve my dream: Work hard

Attitude that I wake up: a private and independent adult

There is no perfect unless you Lord ....

All of my face and I Go is plan your ...
Thank God.